May 3, 2010

Supplication for Monday



In the name of Allah the Beneficent the Merciful.


Praise is for Allah Who guided me towards Islam, enlightened me in religion and granted me

insight about those things in which people look for allegations and accusation. Pure is Allah Who

sustains the great and the unjust, the intelligent and the fools, when He is Merciful towards the

negligent and careless, why will He not be Merciful on those who invoke and beseech Him.

There is no Lord except Allah and He bestows His grace and Mercy on those who run away from

His obedience so that they may refrain from their tyranny and oppression and are prepared to

do good deeds with sincere people. And Allah is Great. He is tolerant and knowledgeable who has
such amazing and marvelous proofs in the universe which proves His Godhood, without a doubt.

his recognition of destinies and the excellent policies are adequate evidencies and the just

witnesses are sufficient proof of His Oneness. O my Creator! O He who wards off the misfortune,

aware of the secrets, gives abundance in bestowal of rewards, I ask You, as the one who is

ashamed of his sins and is persistently absorbed in disobedience. I don't find anyone other than

You who can grant me refuge in it.

And there is none other than You, with whom I can get my helplessness dispelled and can put

forth my grieviances. O the Lord of Majestic Your obligations has spread over the entire creation
and our vast bounties have covered them up, and Your complete bestowals are a source of

happiness.

O the Honourable and the Generous and the abundant forgiver, and the one to deal strictly with

the disobedient I confess the errors of my soul and I plead to You because I don't find a better

place to seek pardon for my evil deeds, other than You. O the bestower of the favourite bounties,
and the warder of calamities and the foremost in making the wishes come true. The foreheads

are bowed before You, don't send them dejected.

Indeed You do what pleases You and command what You like. O My Lord! O my Master! When

sorrow and shame is open and the feeling of fear and chastisement has fallen down, then who is

the lord from whom I can have hopes, who is He to whom I can have hopes, who is He to whom I
can turn and You are the Lord of forgiveness and the peak of Mercy.

O My Lord! Will you put me among those who will be destroyed, whereas You are the best

concealer (of sins), will You question me for my sins in everybody's presence, whereas You are

aware of the secrets of the hearts.

O Allah although I have been unjust on my soul, and have overlooked Your commands, and have
indulged myself in sins, and have forgotten everything, but still You are the Onwer of favours

who is extremely kind towards the sinners and is benevolent upon the evil doers by Your Grace.

Thus O the great Merciful be kind upon me, as You are the one Who can give peace to the living

heart and by Your favours, make the wishes of the hopeful come true. Your mercy also showers

on the undeserving. Give me shade in those desires, where there is the sign of despair, and such

a hope which is not destined by Your Chastisement.

O He Who has covered everything by His knowledge, O my Master, now my state is such that

from dawn to dusk I am begging at the door of Your Mercy and am away from asking from

anyone else other than You.

And Your immense grace is too great to reject the plea of a begger, of a person who is

imprisoned, one who is inflicted in problems, and one who impatiently awaits Your forgiveness to
turn him down.

O my Lord, the strength, intellect and thoughs are incapable to gather knowledge about You and

the tongues are dumbstuck in praising You. Thus send blessings on Mohammed and his progeny

by Your Grace and forgive my sins and Grant me pure and excellent and honourbale sustainance
by Your vast Grace.

O the only support of hopeful, O the one having power on the Heavens and the Earth O the one

to remain after the destruction of entire creation the deeds on the day of reward and

punishment, forgive my laxity

O my Lord! One who due to errors does not have trust on himself, then his trust and the hope of

the one who does not find any destination and the hope of the one who does not have any hopes

left due to his deeds.

O my Lord save me from destruction by Your Mercy, and put me among Your appointed people,
count me among the pious ones, forgive my sins of the night and days,

O the Knower of the secrets of the hearts, O the possessor of grandeur and Majestic, the rights

of my parents, brothers, and sisters which are obligatory upon me, You fulfil it and relieve me of

it with Your Mercy and include me among those believers, whose supplication You have

accepted.

Indeed You are Generous and on excessive forgiver.

O Allah send blessings on Mohammad and his progeny and bestow Your best protection.

April 27, 2010

WHY i



If you've been reading my posts you probably might have noticed that i don't write the "i"(when i mean -me-myself-) in capital"I" well here's the reason:

you see;in Islam there are one hundered and three virtues you must have to be a true Muslim,
and because i want to be honoured by being a true believer..i chose to tackle each virtue
on it's own and work on myself to gain it.well now i'm working on being "humble" so i have to make sure i'm humble at all times in everything i do..thats why when i refer to myself when writing, i write a small "i" just to remind myself..always be humble.

I belive

i belive that the sky can be touched, sweet is the rains taste..
i belive that the pen weeps when its used to write painful words..
that good dreams are created by the angle living in us..
that the beauty of a horse is seen when it runs free over tha plains and almostly flies..
that majestic are the nights of the sahara as the moon whispers its secrets to the sand..
i belive that making something still move, is easier than making what is moving still..
i belive that human beings although they live in a world of matter, but they are not created
to live for matter..
i belive tht a child's smile makes the golden threads of the sun shy..
i belive a mother's tears are so dear, so precious that they should be cherished so as to be
used to create the rivers in heaven..
i belive that everything shall be fine..
i belive in YOU

April 23, 2010

Unity


One day i was gazing at the rainbow, it looked so great as it hugged the horizon, with its glowing

colourful dress.i wondered what makes this rainbow so beautiful?? i concentrated and thought:

if this rainbow was all red it wouldn't look nice, if it were all blue it would get lost in the blueness

of the sky, if it was just green would it be so nice??NO! NO!..

what makes this rainbow so beautiful is the difference in its colours.. and the way they have

united so peacefully.. as the red bow didn't say to the blue bow i,m higher than you! look i,m

over you!!

nor did the green bow say to the yellow bow go away i don't like your colour!..

so this rainbow became beautiful, when each bow accepted the other -although it was

different- and came close to know each other, understand each other, so as to design the sky

for my eyes..and teach me a special lesson in the drizzly day when i await behind my window for

the sun to shine bright and high..

wouldn't it be a beautiful world if we respected each other a never neglected one on what

he or she looks like..where he or she is from..

wouldn't it be a beautiful world if we stopped killing??

{LETS LEARN FROM THAT GLOWING BOW AND GET UNITED}

introducing myself..

Salam Alaikum!

I,m a 17 year old girl writing to you from Iraq , i decided to blog in english to

let "others" see things the way my eyes see them..

My eyes see..

my eyes see all colours i see the redness of blood, i see the blueness of the sky,

i see the pinkness of the soft cheeks of a child, i see the black side of everything

and the white side of it.

i decided deep in my heart to always keep my eyes open

and look to find the truth..

to find beauty..and enjoy it..

to find what is ugly..and change it..

so feel free to read what my eyes see..
and what my brain thinks, and do share with me what your eyes see..